Oops..I did it

I was reading my friend's blog today. I was following a link on his blog which took me to a page that gave me a pang of joy. It was a blog site of one of my early day crushes. She used to work with me in chennai. I wouldnt call her as the most beautiful thing I've ever seen. But she was smart and she used to dress well (jeans, sleeveless tops - which i used to thing was my Miss. Right's attire when I was at college). So, obviously her looks attracted me towards her. I have heard people saying that she was rude and egoistic. But that dint shun me from ogling at her.

She was an year junior to me. She worked for a short stint of time with me and then quit her job to join her dad in his business. I was feeling as if I was missing her for a few days(may be hours :)) but I started to forget her soon enough (her friend was the reason for this :) ). After coming to the US, there was not even a trace of her remebrance in my heart. Then, it all proved to be wrong today.

I got her email address from her blog site. I could feel the rush of adrenalin from my stomach to my head. I was in a dilemma whether to contact her or not. I was very sure that she would have forgotten me sooner than I did. But "Instincts" never let you live peacefully. I thought of checking whether she was online in Yahoo!. So I sent her an IM from my "cover" email address. Hail my luck! She had been online. But my yahoo! id was so scary that as soon as she saw my message, she replied "who the hell is this ?" :)

I dint want to say my name because if she said she dint remember me, I would be embarrassed. I was teasing her for a while with my anonymous identity. She thought, I was a stranger and kept on barking at me. Saying that she dint want to continue talking with a stranger, she disconnected. But the feeling and excitement that I got in that few minutes are worth remembering for a lifetime :)

After doing this, I thought, "Oops, why did i do that?" :)