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Friday, October 14, 2005

My Dream

I dream! Didnt somebody say, "You can achieve only if you dream" ? But I'm still unsure of how to bring my dreams to life. I have a passion for achieving certain things in life. For instance, getting in to a reputed B School and later on take up a challenging role in an IT services company to put what I learnt in to practice. Whenever I think of this, I get elated and my whole body shivers as if I got hundreds of spasms. But the thought that I just dream shoos off this sensation in a jiffy. I'm trying hard to concentrate on what should be done to bring my dreams to reality. But small pleasures like sleeping, going around and watching movies shun me away from doing so.

When my friends ask me, "Hey, when are you planning to do your MBA?", my heart shudders as if it was hit by a mammoth asteroid. At that moment, I get an urge and I start browsing sites of reputed B schools to know about their admission procedures and policies. But this urge doesnt last long. I'll be back to square one - dreaming, in a couple of hours. I have started to hate myself for being so. The more I hear about my friends and knowns joining B schools, the more I feel bad about my lack of efficacy. But Im too much egoistic that I never want someone to point out my faults. To avoid being asked questions about my future, I take the initiative to tell them a sugar-coated story about what I was tending to do in future.

I know, I should not be bothered about what others think and instead work on a plan to achieve whatever "I Dream". ! God, gimme strength and self-motivation to overcome my weaknesses!! After all, only God can give what a human needs in his life.

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